I get it. Just looking to clarify.
I had a similar experience in college. First day there and this one girl stood in the doorway to the class I was in.
She wasn’t self conscious or nervous or anything but radiant in her lack of ego. Just looked around the room at the people inside before locking eyes with me for what felt like a lot longer then socially acceptable.
I was smitten. Nothing particularly remarkable about her either, other then her spirit.
It’s a good lesson to learn.